My God! Why are you SLOWLY killing me?

This is me when I was 51, in 2011

Well, God, aka JESUS, isn't actually killing ME, but only my MORTAL BODY!

JESUS saved me when I was SPIRITUALLY DEAD=being separated from a Holy Creator-God, who's JESUS, and that's because I'm the offspring of Adam and Eve, the first two humans and first two SINNERS=transgressors of God's SIMPLE first commandment: don't eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

JESUS is my BEST FRIEND! What about you?

Jesus saved me on January 1984 from going to hell, when I had just become 24 years old.
This is me in 2010, when I was 50.

I wasn't planning to go anywhere...I only wanted to be left alone by everybody, and life was a sick JOKE, and my own life was going nowhere and I was fed up with this stupid experiment, called existence and I was broken hearted.

(the links to music videos lead to secular rock music so do not listen to it if you do not wish to be affected)

Goodbye cruel world!