This is me when I was 51, in 2011
Well, God, aka JESUS, isn't actually killing ME, but only my MORTAL BODY!
JESUS saved me when I was SPIRITUALLY DEAD=being separated from a Holy Creator-God, who's JESUS, and that's because I'm the offspring of Adam and Eve, the first two humans and first two SINNERS=transgressors of God's SIMPLE first commandment: don't eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil.
My version, based on the W.E.B.:
15 I AM God took the man, and put him into the garden of Eden to dress it and to keep it. 16 I AM God commanded the man, saying, “Of every tree of the garden you may freely eat: 17 but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, you shall not eat of it: for in the day that you eat of it you will surely die.”
JESUS means: I AM SALVATION or I AM SAVIOUR: HE IS GOD
Get to know Him if you don't want to go to hell and want to live forever, being FOREVER YOUNG!